Sad Eyes

I'm feeling a little lower than "bla" today.
Don't feel like much.
Sometimes I feel myself sinking into this state of mind, but not this time.
It attacked me and I was helpless to defend myself against it's power.
I'm overwhelmed to the breaking point of my mind. I'm lonely, but don't feel like company.
I know I'm not making any sense.
I cannot help but worry. Worry is who I am.
I feel dread creepy up behind to take advantage of my condition.