Nervous Habits

Ever since I can remember I have had nervous habits.

In first grade even, I was always getting in trouble for bouncing my knee while I sat at my desk

and worked...Hell, I'm doing it now. I just have never been able to sit still, not completely that is.

I was a nail-bitter until I was old enough to understand the concept of germs. Needles to say I

stopped and was very grateful when I became a Nursing Assistant and had to wipe ass for

money. I bet you I have seen more penises than any seasoned porn star. It's a good thing my

husband understands what I mean when I say that...LOL.

I remember one night the Rogue Wit was feeling frisky and I, being a smart-ass, made the

comment as he pranced around naked (I know his mother is going to love this

post...LOL)...That it was going to take more than that to impress me, as it is that I lost my thrill

at seeing men naked the first time I had to clean up a dirty old man.

Yup, my husband loves me very much.

I also have a bad and painful habit of biting the inside of my mouth. I chew on my cheeks and

lips when I'm thinking...Or any other thing for that matter as I don't realize I'm doing it until

I've drawn blood. And the grinding of my teeth whilst I do this gives me a freakin' head-ache from HELL.

I have some obsessive compulsive tendencies also.

One is the making of the beds. As I know I have mentioned, just recently too, I cannot sleep in

my bed unless it's completely made up and smooth.

I cannot stand to have any kind of yucky stuff on my hands...

As in:

I can't enjoy cooking fry-bread, onion rings, hamburgers, or candy because I have to kneed the

mixes with my hands. (My stomach turns just thinking about it.)

And I cannot, cannot sit down and rest even if I am exhausted, if the house is in a mess. If the

house is messy then I am cranky.

Hell...On top of everything, I'm an insomniac (probably due to my working the night shift for so

many years and then switching to a day schedule to stay home and take care of the

kids...Because even with the both of us working we can't afford day care!)

Does anyone else out there have any of these problems?

Let us all time a minute to share in group.